i can't stop crying ( Read more... )

Got stuff done today. Filled out an SSA overpayment waiver, made a dentist appointment, and left a message on a therapist's machine. i hope i get a call back ( Read more... )

well i just went on a fucking shopping spree when i shouldn't have. Pretty sure i will not be getting money in November. I got more letters about overpayment and then one on a payment schedule that puts October at 0$ (i got money in October, but i think the money is for the month before). i was going to call them, but what use. i do not have the ( Read more... )

i was rereading my journal from 2009-2011 and am rather annoyed by the amount of information that i neglected to write. So many mysteries and skewed timelines. So, i am going to try and make it a regular thing; that i write in here before bed ( Read more... )

Got a letter from Social Security that i might frame; it is so ridiculous. Gave ,me an appointment and tells me i cannot reschedule and it is during my class time at school. Second day of class. Then it tells me how important it is to bring the following items and then lists no items. i am scared as fuck. And i say this all the time: i cannot ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do with myself at the moment. i really just want the night to fucking end. Today was awful ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated for a while. I wanted to try and cool off and get what ever the fuck was up my ass out of my ass. I am still quite the bitter person, but everything is far better than before ( Read more... )

I have been having weird dreams lately. I hardly ever remember my dreams so that alone is weird. They are those dreams where it can take you up to a day or two to realize it was just a dream. They are dreams that are so real and possible that it could really happen. I have allot of things going on, but one particular thing has been on my shoulders ( Read more... )

so kayci just got broadband, that is swell. I called Wayde earier as well. I still haven't done my taxes. Kayci's dad is urging me to sign up for SS again but it is too overwhelming. I think i should fill out finanial aid soon too. All so overwhelming. I wish i knew more people who understood all this ( Read more... )